Steph

Everyone has them don't lie to your self. Some are big while others are small. What ever they are they are a secret for a reason. I have many that no one know and it is hard to keep. Sometimes I fell like it would be easy just to let people know. But no one will understand. That is why they are Secrets.

Are secrets really worth keeping? Will it be easy just to tell a few people? Is any one worthy of knowing?

Next time you have a secret think of these Questions. There will be one of two thing that will happen.

1) It really is not a big deal why keep it a secret.
or
2) It is a true Secret and no one will be able to know or understand what happened

I am not going to tell you that you need to trust people. Trusting someone is that you will be able to tell them everything you want and not to be scared to do so. Well in my life that is easier said then done. Every time I let someone they tend to disapper. Then I am left all alone. That is when I build my wall around me. Not many people know me even though they think they do.

So next time you are going to let someone in and give them your trust. Think is this going to benefit me or are they just there for the moment? I am not saying don't let them in. Just beware at all times that anything can happen. Sometimes for the best or for the worst.

Trust is important just be careful and know who you are giving that trust to.

Just saw an an amazing movie. It really had great actors Merly Streep and Amy Adams are 2 people that I would love to meet. Well While I watched it made me think. Which in my case is a rear occasion. But I have written 2 manuscripts and working on a 3rd. I know it will be hard to get them published. See the 2 J go through it made me fell like I can do it to. Just like Julie my mom is not the most supported but I will prove her wrong. Just like I have done most of my life. It is a hard job but a good night sleep will get me through any day. Maybe one day I will be out there and get to meet Julie Powell and she can one day give me some pointers.