Steph

I am close to three of my male cousins. But the one female that is just a couple of years younger then me has always been better then me. I my family everything is about winning. So as we grew-up I was always compared to her and she would treat me like I was below her. I was raised to treat people with some respect. For a while I was finally being treated better then her. But now well she is winning again. Everyone thinks that she is going to do great things in the world. I have to beat her. I know I know it is kind of childish of me. But the thing is if I don't try then she will think that I am weaker and she got the best of me. I refuse for her to think that. I know this is me complaining o all of you. I think that I deserve to be able to complain once in a while. So I just have to find a way to win. I hate to loose. I know I can win I just need to find my way to win. Until next time I will have advice next time