Steph

I am not the skinniest person out there and god I would never want to be. However just like the next person out there I don't eat all the time. Last weekend I was eating almost everything in sight. Now I feel so bad because of it. It makes me feel like I have no control. So now I have my control back. I know that there are a lot of people that are not going to agree with my ways but it is what I know. It has worked in the past and how does that old saying go, " If it ain't broke don't fix it." That is how I feel. I know there are people that know what I am talking about. I am not trying to be like the modles or actros that do this to get a job. Well if I get a job in the process then that is just a plus. But I am doing this so I can be happy about myself and that is not what people see. When they tell me that this way is not healthy. But then again the way I am right now is not healthy either.